WHY SO SERIOUS BY CAROLINE MILLER

Like the lyrics of the song False Confidence by Noah Kahan “Don’t take yourself so seriously… I hope I'll wake up young again” 

I take myself too seriously.

My biggest barrier of my creativity is taking myself too seriously. 

I'm so young and should be letting go and learning. 

I do the same thing every day 

I have a to do list of everything I do in the day. 

I don't go to class to learn- I go to get good grades.

I mess up- I analyze that moment for months. 

Months. 

It's a constant battle of being responsible but at the same time trapping myself and my creativity. 

This semester has challenged that barrier and rattled my seriousness. 

My creativity is starting to seep out and let myself learn and experience. 

I want to let myself go and experience rather than plan.

I want to enjoy the ride rather than play it safe. 

I want to release my creativity. 

I want to experience.

I want to be as eager and creative as I was when I was little.

I’m a work in progress- but I will get there...